Recently I've decided to make some changes in my life. Some of them were a direct result of the events that happened between me and my quote unquote bestfriend. It's really funny how people can betray you after you have helped them through so much. This is the letter that I wrote to my bestfriend. I know the grammar and spelling is atrocious but you'll live.
Even tho u supposed to be my best-friending u still do me dirty like that. It's not even about the fact that Andrew told Jerah. It's about the fact that you told Andrew something that was an extremely closely guarded secret. Something that I haven't told anybody. You go around and expect that saying sorry will make forgive you. Like you didn't do something huge. Like you didn't betray my trust. You got upset with Andrew because of what he told Debbie but at the same time you are one of the most hypocritical people I know. You talk about me trusting you. Me not lying to you. Maybe the reason I lie to you is because I can't trust you with the truth. You might think this is a game you might even be smiling right now. I really couldn't care less. You think that it's not really a big deal that andrew told Jerah. But it's a lot bigger than you think. Not only does Jerah hate me at the moment, he's probably going to tell other people. People who I don't think I will be capable of facing. Not to mention he might blow up my spot on Facebook. Which then in turn will get to my father and other friends. In the past when you've done this to me it was just what ever. I forgave you but I never forgot what you did to me. Me! The one who has done so much for you. The one who has been there for you even when I got in trouble for it. The one who would and has, stopped doing whatever he was doing at the time to go get you when you ran away. The one who was there for you the other night trying to fix the problems that you had created for yourself. I know you never asked me to do those things for you, but I did. Not because its fun, but because I thought of you as my best friend. My sister even. Now I don't even know who you are. Yeah you told Andrew a long time ago, but It is because of me trusting you that the events of today happened. The way I look at it is this. You best friend is supposed to be their for you through thick and thin. No matter what happens. Whether it be a fight with your husband, your boyfriend or your family. I know I've been there for you, but can you say the same for me?
It's funny because of the way she acted after. It was like we were never friends in the first place, and she didn't care that the person who had been through so much with her just dropped out of her life. It got me wondering though, where we ever friends to began with?
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